Dont fit in

I dont fit in
I dont belong
Why am I here
Left all alone
To weather the storm,
I dont fit in
I dont belong

Over it

Im over this!
So freaking over it!
I can't catch a fudging break!
I give and give to everyone around me, all I ask in return is friendship....
Im tired of treating people like priorties when im no more than an option.

Im done done done done done done. ?.
Emotionally im dead!

Walls are securely in place.  
No one's breaking through but a very select few

Here we go candieland

Ok... I got things to say...
I don't care if no one reads them...
But I got to learn to be me...
I got to learn to say what I think
I got to learn not to let people have control over me
I got to learn to control my mental disorders rather than them controlling me...
I have to break the stigmas surrounding mental illness so others dont have to suffer like me...

But mostly I have to figure out how to be free